and this is what I wrote:



<sup>Today I ate lunch with a senior I didn't know all that well. I wasn't looking forward to it much. I thought it would be awkward and that he was weird. It was, but he's not. I need to stop judging people. It's not a fair thing to do. I probably push so many people away, people that I would really appreciate in my life.

I did that to Kyle last year, when he went to my school. I really regret that. NOt because I think something may have happened between us, but because he's a PERSON. I just couldn't get it through my head that he has feelings, and should have been appreciated and respected. I'm a bitch, but at least I realize this.</sup>




I wrote more, but that's the main part. It makes me really ashamed of myself. I pride myself on being open-minded and accepting, yet there are many many instances which I can recall that I have not been open-minded and accepting at all. Some of these people I have ended up very good friends with.

Some of them I have realized too late that I want to get to know them.


I'm ready to change that. I hope.

I don't think it's possible to stop judging people. Unless you go blind or something, it's pretty much a natural tendency.
» randomjunk on 2008-01-30 08:12:01

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